I will continue to make myself proud.
I won’t speak to people who don’t bring around awesome feelings.

Also, this thought has been in the back of my mind..
and speaking to Daniel about relationships made me think twice
I find enjoyment in company of friends and I don’t feel any empty space.

I believe that one day somewhere down the road, I WILL find someone that I will give up this pleasant + emotionally stable life for. But I just haven’t met someone I like enough yet.
Maybe my standards have hightened since last year, but I really don’t need anyone.
I love my friends, and I love my guy friends.
I don’t need any bullshit at all.
I probably feel this way because I know what guys are all about now
and I’ve seen how bad things can get, and I really don’t want to go down that road again.
I’ve seen a horrible relationship, and eventhough there was a great deal of beauty in it
there really isn’t enough beauty to make me look for it again.

things will happen, and they happen for a reason.
If something good is looking for you, it will find it’s way.
No need to search, force, or feel bad that you can’t find it.
Good things don’t pass you by.

I don’t believe this in a religious way.
I believe it in a karma way, if you deserve something beautiful
then beauty is what will find you.

this is leadint to a wayy different topic that I could write about alll day - religion.